Improvement?

So it has taken longer than expected to fully recover from my bad day, but I think that after tomorrow the worst will be over. I hate making big life decisions. For a long time I have been a strong advocate for arranged marriages and now I am think that an arranged life sounds pretty good too. But I guess it's experiences like these that make you grow the most. Maybe one day I will really see it this way, as for right now it's just a pain.